A Never Ending Task

So this is it.This is what I am looking for. I feel exhausted for not getting a good night sleep every night. Baby is here and needs enough attention. I'm like a crazy woman now,cranky and worn out. Baby requires hard work. Here I am,just fed her,changed her diaper,moments later she is whining again wanting for food again. What a never ending task here.It's like a wheel goes on and on,round and round with no end.

Husband helps a little bit but that is it.Carry the baby for a short while then that is enough of him.I do take care of our baby most of the time especially at night.Grrrsss..almost no time for myself here now. Before,I take my time in the shower,I can be as slow as I want to,eat with no other things in mind but food...now? As if I am oblige to be hurry because I'm so afraid that baby will cry and not done doing things I should do.

But what am I complaining? This is what I wanted,right? You hear me? Hayy I think I just need to get a little bit used to it before I can finally appreciate the things I do here.

Anyways,HAPPY SUNDAY EVERYONE!!