I Am Going Home Tomorrow

The most awaited day for us to fly to the Philippines is almost here. I am feeling mixed emotions right now. I am half excited and part worried of my baby. Excited to finally be able step foot in my native land once again after almost 2 years of waiting for the right time to visit PI.

On the other hand, I am a little bit worried because I will have my baby with me throughout the flight and what if she'll get fussy, uncomfortable and get sick in the airplane for 22 hours in the air? God hear me, make it smooth and easy for both of us and keep us safe until we land to our destination!

Migraine, Headache.. whatcha call it..

I am struggling here! I am trying so hard to take a nap since this afternoon. First attempt was at 1:39 pm, I was unsuccessful. Second attempt, was at 4 o'clock.. then again I wasn't able to sleep... at 8 after my husband got off from work, I went to bed and I ask him to look after the baby so I can get at least a quick nap..

2 hours in bed, making different position trying to be comfortable so I can forget the world and be able to sleep... I took tylenol to help ease the headache but nothing happened.. until I surrender, it's hard to pretend sleeping while the fact is you are wide awake. I got up and get on the computer.. but even so, no matter what I do, my eyes are hurting wanting to close and sleep! Somebody help me of my dilemma!

Killed In The Line Of Duty

The whole police department in Dallas and Fort Worth mourn about the passing of a police officer in Dallas last night. Sr. Corporal Norman Smith died in the line of duty. He was shot in the head at an apartment complex in Dallas to serve felony warrant to suspects. The said unit had several people inside when they knock on the door, they were met with gun fire.

He was then rushed to the hospital in critical condition. Moments later, he died. He was supposed to celebrate his 14th anniversary of being on the force today. It scares me each time I hear a police officer killed because my husband is a cop and it truly is a very risky job he's having.

To you Corporal Norman Smith, may you rest in peace and may heaven open the door for you! You can read the whole report here at FOX 4 DFW

AT&T Sucks

Grrrrrrrrrr kalami pamaak ug taw!!!! I've not gotten internet connection since 11 this morning. Right now I am using someone else's internet. I did everything I can to make our internet working but I don't know for some reason it's not functioning as helll!! I checked everything, turning on and off the modem, the power strip etc.. to make sure that I can get our internet back but stupid company why it keeps getting dc.

I wanted to call for help from Rose or Annie over the phone but I couldn't do it for there is no phone service either. What's going on AT&T? You wanna get fired? Just tell me. You choose, either you will be fired or fix the problem....... KALAGOT BAYA ANI KINABUHIA OI! As if I die without internet for it's a part of my life, so vital just like my intestines!

Already Missing His Family

When I woke up this morning, I didn't find my husband in the computer room. He was already in the shower for it was already past 9:30 and almost time for him to go to work. When he got out from the shower, he went straight where I was and we kissed then he uttered, "I'm already missing my family". So sweet of him to say that. My man isn't the vocal type, his emotion is kept in his thoughts and he seldom blurt it out.

On the other hand, I am so excited to go home. I'm gonna be missing my husband real bad but I am dying to see my family esp. my little siblings too. The idea that I have my baby with me makes my vacation more exciting, it's because there will be no American baby in their eyes for the whole month but just my Deden.

the need for home security

The need for home security while being away from the house puts our minds at ease while at my father in-law's house for 2 or 3 days. Thanks to ADT for providing the security we need in order for us to have peace and not thinking being burglarized ever.

Before I got here, my husband was burglarized once when he was at work. Fortunately though that he didn't lost anything maybe because the burglars broke into the house just in time my husband arrived home from work.

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In My Arms, She Chose To Sleep

I was in cloud 9 when my baby chose to continue sleeping on my chest. She was sleeping on the bed when we were at my FIL'S place and moment later she moved, stood up and continued sleeping on top of me. It was such an amazing moment with me and my anak. I can't describe how it felt, it was like a mixed of emotion for me.

Man, I never really regreted having a child of my own because of the simple pleasures she bring to me, to us... just incomparable. Try to have a child of your own so you can also experience what I've been through..