An Ex

.......after our relationship was over I realized that he was not the type of person I would like to be with forever. He had a huge dragon tattoo on his back, he smokes, drinks and he has got ear piercing...yucks! I am glad God saved me from falling from this man, otherwise I would be forever unhappy with him...

For fun I do experiment finding those old people I used to chat with when I just started looking for a man to marry. One man that made a significant heartbreak in me was Luke Kerr who was my first ever American boyfriend. I was only 18 back then and he was 27.

One day I just thought of searching for his name on FB and see if I could get a result of his name and voila! There are several people that have the same name as his but I look at the pictures to know who's who. I still remember his face pretty well so I am certain what I found was him.

The picture above was an ex-boyfriend who just ended our relationship too quick with no valid reason. I did it just for fun though. I have no plan of establishing any communication with him anymore. I was just really curious if he was still alive and he is!

He is Missing His Paloma

I feel pity for my husband.I can tell how he missed his first born,Paloma by the way he tell me the memories of him and his first child. They've not seen each other for 10 long years now. She was just a baby when his x-wife took Paloma away from him. Louy jud kaayo,pinagkaitan ang isang ama sa kanyang anak! hoho ah tagaliig na ha!

Last night,we were having fun with Jadyn before we sleep.My husband suddenly got quiet,staring at the ceiling..murag naay gi huna huna nga lawm and I asked him what he was thinking. He answered to me that he was thinking how easy was Paloma to take care of.He was comparing Jadyn and Paloma,mas difficult daw Jadyn bantayan kay palahilak.

Paloma was just quiet but she doesn't smile much.Unlike,Jadyn kusog daw kaayo mokatawa.He also added that his second child was much more difficult than Jadyn,very sensitive and easily cries daw according to him.

Very very poor Lalabs.There is no way he can see his anaks but wait until time will come that sila na jud mismo mangita sa ila papa.Anyways,I attach a photo of him and his dear Paloma to give you an idea of how the mag-ama look like.

2 Years In USA Today

Today has marked the calendar of me being here in the USA for 2 years now.It was March 13 of 2006 noontime when Korean Air landed in LAX Airport, California. I was so happy and couldn't believe that I finally saw the world of America at that time.It was still kind of cold walking outside to meet my father inlaw in the parking lot,I was somehow feeling kinda losing my mind for few minutes because of the fact "naana jud ako sa America",my dream country to see since I was a child. We stopped by for a day in Banning,CA to see my FIL(he was still residing in CA at that time then a year and half passed,he moved to San Antonio,Texas). I was so glad that he accepted me right away as the wife of his oldest son.

From there,we went to Palm Springs,CA the following day to have a little ride of the famous Tramway Cable Car that brought us to the top of the mountain where there is a restaurant,a beautiful view of snowy top looking down below the ground.It was my first hands-on of the snow,another big dream come true when I saw it and felt its cold-warm pressure in my hands. The following day,we flew off to our home,Texas,the place where we make a family.

Attached are the photos of myself and lalabs in the airport(first photo)in the baggage claim area,waiting for our luggage,second photo is of my first few steps in US in my FIL's car going to his home in Banning and the last photo is of my first snow experience! For a clearer copy of these photos,if interested,visit my photo album in www.picturetrail.com/byotipol. Lots of fun photos to see there so if you have time,take a peek.

Must Love Dogs

Look at the photo attached.That is my husband.I could say he has a passion for loving dogs because I witnessed how he mourn when Giza died 2 months ago.When we lost her,I mourned and cried silently too,only I did not show it to my husband but I was hurt. Before having my baby,I used to feel alone and lonely so I kept bugging him to get me a new dog, I prefer a puppy because its just a cutie.So he got me one and we named her Chicha--that's how my husband call her but I like Chichai as my preference.Aren't they looking sweet in this photo?

The Memory

Remembering the old folks when I was still in the Philippines.They were the ones whom I used to hang out before I flew here in America.In this photo,we were about to pick up some shells for food.We had so much fun playing in the mud as if we were like children thinking nothing but to enjoy the world. I missed these people now. If only I could turn back the hands of time,I would chose those moments that I spent with my family and friends before.

Milk 'N Coffee

My foot looks pretty dark next to my milky husband's foot. Isn't it sweet even our feet get along together? This was taken way back September of 2005,we stated in the resort during this time that is why my foot looking do dark. I always have dark feet hehe what am I complaining about?