So Tired I Am!

I didn't get to sleep full 8 hours last night. I kept waking up from time to time for I was so anxious for 7 a.m to come resulting to sleepless night. We had an early start today, we needed to get to this store nearby to take advantage of the 50% entire purchase they're having and we don't wanna be late. My friend and I agreed to be there at 9 in the morning but then to our surprise, a lot of people were already checking out when we got there (that means all the good stuff we could probably buy were almost gone). We were like WHAT?? and we burst out to laugh. We came home at past 11.

I was tired and very hungry. When we had our lunch I was gonna go take a nap but then the roofers called they are coming to meet with the adjuster (a guy from the insurance company to estimate and take a look at our roof). The roofers (a Filipino and Filipina) arrived on time, all we waited for was the adjuster who was very late of 2 f******ng hours. My friend who was with me at the store agreed that I go with her to other Filipina's house for laag, I couldn't go with her at 2 for these two roofers stuck around, they didn't leave instead waited for the adjuster to come. I couldn't take a nap either for they are in our house and who would want to sleep while strangers are in your home?

So now I am in a bad mood, tired sleepy eyes, exhausted body. I did try to lay down a bit pretending I was asleep but how I wish I could really sleep... darn people! I can take I wasn't able to hang out with friends today so long I had my nap but I hadn't had a single nap... grrrrrrrrrrrrr inatay lang!

She Knows She Is Flying

My baby girl is so smart for she too, knows that she is flying in the airplane very soon. She always say the same thing over and over again lately saying "fly airplane bring papack play uncle Adong Auntie Alex trucks" which means that she will fly in the airplane and bring her backpack so she can play with uncle Adong and auntie Alex with her trucks. She can say that over ten times a day which can be annoying sometimes but I can't blame her, she is just so excited seeing my little brother and sister again. The clock is ticking, just 2 more nights and we'll be gone. I am getting nervous at the same time excited for that very day we are going to the airport. I am so ready here, I tell yah!

Too Excited

I've packed my luggage 3 weeks earlier that obviously says I am very excited for my upcoming trip to the Philippines which is just 4 days away now. I have rearranged contents of these luggage here, took them out,  put them back in again for a couple of times. As long as they are still there waiting for us to get to the airport, I guess I cannot stop messing with my stuff that's in there. Sigh! The waiting seems forever. I am so anxious getting in the plane now and get this long and tiring trip get over with. 

Self Consolation

I am so glad that this blog is now back on PAYU's system. I promise that I will not put this blog in other paid blogging sites anymore as there are no more good offers at this current economic situation. I have been blogging for over three years and I have never seen such low payouts within the time frame I'm in blogging industry.

Anyway, what I want to write right now is that I feel like I am less fortunate of all bloggers here because I don't receive much tasks like most bloggers I know. I got three blogs exclusively blogging for PAYU only but all I get for two weeks are mostly just 6 or 9 tasks in total. It's not that I am sulking, I just can't fathom the reason as to why this is. I don't think I'm a terrible blogger either. In fact, I manage to take my time writing all my tasks nor do I let my tasks to expire before I do them and visiting the advertiser's website just to make sure I don't write the wrong information of the product I am endorsing yet they don't seem to see my hardwork....but that is ok...as long as they can explain to me why.

The only thing I am holding to is the thought that other bloggers are showered with plenty of opportunities each time just because they need more money than I do. Maybe that is why, the Lord is watching upon them. But, I just hope and pray though that when I am in terrible need of money, He, the Lord will also watch over me and give me enough opps to sustain my needs.

The Hell I Care About Her

I chatted with someone this morning telling me that an old jerk friend of mine having sulk feelings towards me that totally ruined my day. She texted me last week after a long time of absence not being in touched with me since I left the Philippines in my last vacation in 09 asking where's her child's birthday and Christmas presents in the most annoying tone through text. She only remember texting me when she has something to demand from me as if I am picking dollars in the streets of America!!!

She texted me exactly like this " (January 20, 2010 00:54:25) Naly musta na? Sincia krn lng q ka rpz.hoy asa man ang pnaskuhan og brth d gft nmo smo inaanak oi? Hehe

And my reply below;

Anne January 21, 2010 11:52:36) huh? sure ka? mao diay ni repz ka kay maningil kas gifts? wa gani ko nakapadala sa amoa, tagam sad ko sauna oi gitagaan kag lotion ug chocolate gi ingnan lang ko nimo MAO RANI WA NAY LAIN???? nya nalang oi ug makahigayon kog uli pero dili naku mo hatod diha sa inyo kaw nlang atang nku wen ko moabot "

If you were in my shoes and being texted by someone like that who is not even related to you, would you be happy? Even my own family did not ask me for anything or if they did that would be so damn fine with me as they are my family. The hell I care about that girl anymore!!! Pisses me so damn much ehhhhhh!!!

She is not thinking that she borrowed some money from me before I got married that was 5 years ago and never remember to return what she owed from me and here she is having the guts to ask me of stupid pinaskohan and birthday gifts for her child. I wouldn't mind if she ask for something as I am willing to give my inaanak some presents but if she could have asked me nicely then it would be fine with me. Dili kay mag demand murag kinsang senyoritaha way respito linti lang!!

Not Planning Anything For The Holiday!

Call me nuts if I don't do nor plan anything for this coming Thanksgiving. I feel useless and crippled at all, neither do I wanna cook something for my husband, what for? He wouldn't be here all day, he'll be working you know? It would just be me and my baby on that day, I can't go anywhere. Friend Rose will be working late so she'll probably won't do anything too or who knows.

As for me here, I will just let this another holiday pass by me and not minding about it for now. Annie invited me to go with her family at her MIL's house but I refused. It is supposed to be a family's gathering and I am not by chance related to them so I stay here and magpuyo suok lolz. Naks I hate it when holidays like Thanksgiving is here for I am just gonna be lonely, can't help thinking of my family in the Philippines.

Pissed Off

My day started out with a crying baby. She woke us up with her crying as soon as she got up. It was still very early and we wanted to sleep longer but we couldn't, this silly baby is just being disrespectful to her parents. Pisses me off that I want to get rid of her for one whole day again so I can rest hearing her whines.

She is right next to me and couldn't just behave herself. She is not making it any better while I keep receiving several rejected opportunities from paid blogging that totally ruin my day. Just a simple mistake and they reject one of my posts and it is ineligible for resubmission. Really really a bad day!

Makes Me Wanna Go Home Too

The past couple of days has been so slow for me. I am bored to hell, there is nothing else to do here in this country. If you don't drive you are stuck in the house that makes me sick looking at every little corner of this little house. There is nothing to look forward to except going home to the Philippines. I've have had my vacation over there six months ago and here I am now longing to go back again.

Two people I know are heading their way to PI. My brother just arrived from working in Dubai for a little over three years and at home with my parents. Another people are Chilay and her daughter probably on their flight now going home also. Geeezz I am so jealous! The idea of them seeing the Philippines makes me wanna go home too.

No, I am not homesick. I am just bored and want to go out of the house everyday. Summer is still here and I can't go for a walk until it is over.

Painful Argsss!

If extreme pain or soreness is what I have to pay for having these braces on then I am on it. I can handle this discomfort as long as I can have that nice smile I long to have in the end. I can endure the pain that braces caused me but what I hate the most is having all these brackets and wire that scraping my cheeks and mouth each time I talk longer.

I needed to put wax on each of the bracket to give myself a little comfort from them. On my left cheek, it started to get swollen inside because of this small sharp tip of the wire keep poking me there. I never knew it could be this hassle. However though I have no regret for getting braces because a big prize is awaiting for me ahead. I've had them four days ago and I'm in the middle agony at this moment of time. It's gonna take me a while before I get used to my braces I know so I just have to deal with it.

I Wanna Go Home....

It's killing me! It's killing me! The homesickness I'm feeling right now sucks! I thought I'd overcome it all. I thought I taught myself already to not feeling homesick anymore.. but no.. nooooo I hate to admit it but I'm feeling so lonely and homesick right now. Thinking that Christmas is drawing near but I'm not looking forward to celebrating it. Yes, I have my family here but ohhh hohohoh still there is an emptiness inside me. I missed my immediate family.. my brother my sister... my parents.. old friends.. old places, the food.. everything! Pun-an pa jud sige lang ka bilanggo sa balay..

In the Philippines, we're poor.. yet we shared our silly jokes together and burst out to laugh, pabadlong sa mga ginikanan, sinungugay sa mga manghud, mag away sa suok, maglakaw lakaw sa dalan paabog.. magtambay sa kanto ug magcge bahak-hak bisan gakutoy ang tiyan.. all these.. all these is what I'm missing so bad

Unlike America.. we can afford everything our heart desires, computer/internet, cellphones, ipod ug uban pang mga "haytek" nga butang, clothes, shopping, shoes, bags all of the LUHO that we want... we have it.. but seems like it's not enough.. dili matupngan ka mingaw ug good times together during my days back in the Philippines.. grrrrrrrrrr kahilak tag bungog ani gibati ning panahonaaaaaaaa..