He is Missing His Paloma

I feel pity for my husband.I can tell how he missed his first born,Paloma by the way he tell me the memories of him and his first child. They've not seen each other for 10 long years now. She was just a baby when his x-wife took Paloma away from him. Louy jud kaayo,pinagkaitan ang isang ama sa kanyang anak! hoho ah tagaliig na ha!

Last night,we were having fun with Jadyn before we sleep.My husband suddenly got quiet,staring at the ceiling..murag naay gi huna huna nga lawm and I asked him what he was thinking. He answered to me that he was thinking how easy was Paloma to take care of.He was comparing Jadyn and Paloma,mas difficult daw Jadyn bantayan kay palahilak.

Paloma was just quiet but she doesn't smile much.Unlike,Jadyn kusog daw kaayo mokatawa.He also added that his second child was much more difficult than Jadyn,very sensitive and easily cries daw according to him.

Very very poor Lalabs.There is no way he can see his anaks but wait until time will come that sila na jud mismo mangita sa ila papa.Anyways,I attach a photo of him and his dear Paloma to give you an idea of how the mag-ama look like.

Black Cat In My Dreams..Very Scary

Have you guys ever experienced waking up in the middle of your sleep and feeling so scared of something and you felt it's real right in front of your face? I have. At 4 a.m today,I was having a dream of me and my friends at a whatabuger place having fun eating our burgers when I suddenly woke up,looked around in our dark room and saw this very black creature,a big black cat sitting on our bed staring at me with her big green eyes,as if she was ready to attack me.

I got panicked and so scared.I even scream asking for help from my husband.Poor lalabs,he got up and asked where the cat is,I told him she's sitting in the middle of our bed but he saw nothing.He turned on the light and even looked for it underneath the bed,still he saw nothing.So we go back to sleep.

At 6 in the morning,I find myself awake again and open my eyes.For the second time,the stupid black cat returned and sat on the same place I saw her earlier.Damn,I am even more scared now.She is just so scary that made me shiver all over. I called my husband again telling him that the cat is here again but he did not care instead he replied "I do not see anything"

I lost sleep because of that horrible dream.I got up at almost 9 in the morning that I missed a lot of opps on PPP. When I got totally awake,I realized maybe I was just hallucinating or "naalimungawan" ba? I then knew that it probably was just a dream. The two strings hanging down from the ceiling fan were mistaken as the eyes of the cat.Who knows? Basin naalaan rato naku..but the dream looked so real. I never bothered anyone when I have a dream until this morning.

Mood Ring

Like when it's blue,my mood is feeling the romance in the air.Green=calm,like right now as I type this entry ,it's green.When it turns pink,I'll be feeling cool.Purple means happySometimes this butterfly ring will half and half color.Other times,it will get half yellow half green,or half green and half pink etc.etc..

Believe me, I only have one ring but it changes into different colors.

When I purchased this ring at the Butterfly Conservatory,I thought it was just an ordinary fashion ring.I only bought one not realizing that it would entertain me as it changes color. One minute it will be blue,then as my mood changes,it'll change also into different colors depending my mood of course. Each color represents the mood I have in a particular time.

Briggs and Riley

I want to go home real soon if that is only possible for me to do.It is hard now that I have a baby,she is too young to be traveling for long hours.I know my husband would just say yes to me for my happiness is what he cares.We are thinking of traveling together though early next year,God permits.With all these being talked about,I am looking for a good and big luggage so we can place our clothes altogether in one luggage then I found Briggs and Riley from www.luggageuniverse.com. They have all types of different traveling bags as well as suitcases.You may want to check them out guys!

cheap glasses

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Nakaligo Wala Sa Oras Jadyn

Jadyn was about to go to her dreamland earlier this morning.I put her in her vibrator with milk.She knocked down the bottle probably she was done sucking milk.Few moments later,there is this loud bomb that sounds like PPPrrr...oooo..ottttt! and more b.rrrrooo...otttt.Oh my God,I was having my morning snack when she did that.And mind you? It was smelly,she normally have smelly poop!

I let her finish what she was doing for I was busy my WW and chasing opps too not realizing that big sounds she made ,created a big mess in her papasan as well as to her onesie.Guess what happened? Her poop was all over her.So messy! Nagkatag perting pagkadaghana dili matabang.Asta ilok nagkatai,nagkatag ang uban sa iyang papasan! Grabi. Bathing time for her is normally between 12-2 pm.But today,it was a little bit too early for her since it's kinda cool here. Duh bataa nakaligo lagi wala sa oras nganu libang murag usa ka tuig tiningob!

Funny is the thought for I didn't know what to do with her at first.It was my first time fixing such really really heavy poop of hers.And the baby? way libog.Tawa ng tawa.Smile smile as if there is nothing going on with her...so mama tawa nalang pud!

Watch the Actual Videos of My Baby's Birth

I went through my photos from Jadyn's birth to the recent shots I have in this computer with the purpose of putting them all in one cd for in case this will crash one day my photos are safe.

By doing so,I found that my husband had really captured our precious girl when I delivered her. Let's watch the videos to see how she looked just seconds after being born in this world.The videos show her freshness in on Earth while communicating with us with her UHAs.Hubby was smart enough to have everything recorded as well as video taped and photographed the very important event of our lives.I also posted this one to her blog so her visitors can watch her too.


....the first part of the video,Jadyn just came out from me in this part with yellow pigment covering her entire body...


...part 2 of the video,this one shows the nurse cleaning her mouth.Take a look at her irregular-shaped big head due to pushing for 4 hours.


...oh she can't stop crying..perhaps wanting to be near to her mommy?


..last part.. she was born a macho and a big girl,no wonder she's a forcep baby. Very mestisahin Jadyn ko!